No-you're a nice person, you cannot be mean.:)
but i want to be... if not mean.. atleast even!!
You know how I do that? I try to think like the opposite person...:)Had a lot of Palestinians in our previous Co, and, I began besting them only when I began thinking thusly.:)Albeit, more smartly..and,that's what u need to do- be smart, not necessarily mean.